To “The Mother”
I don’t know what was going through your mind. If you wanted to commit suicide and were so “Hell Bent” on self destruction, that’s one thing. You would have to answer to God for that. Now you have to answer to God for Trisyan. I was born in a smalll town in Italy almost 55 years ago. I thank my real mother every day for allowing me to live and to be adopted by a couple who could love me and treat me as if they had given birth to me. She could have very easily aborthed me or killed me later in life. Just because a woman brings a child into the world, it doesn’t mean they have “Carte Blanche” to take them out of this world if they so choose.

How dare you attempt to cop such a bogus plea of severe depression and insanity. Let me clue you into a little secret. If you really wanted to committ suicide you would have already done it. “Aww look at poor little ole me”. You had a number of family members who would have gladly taken Tristan, dare I mention his FATHER. Or did you forget about him? You are nothing more than a manipulative lying selfish, inconsiderate bitch. I’m not accustom to using this kind of language on anyone but I am so infuriated by your callous and cruel act. No matter what punishment the court doles out to you now, the punishment you receive in death will be far greater. I only hope that they execute you the same way you chose to execute that sweet innocnt child, only just before you expire completely let you live and do it over again so you can experience his anguish, panic and fears just before he lay lifeless. May God have mercy and pitty on you because not many here have mercy on you.